Flauntless

You flaunt her
All your indifference.
No promises to me,
But to her
All your secrets

I hold onto hope
And dreams of twenty
Years ago
To be fulfilled
I wait entombed
Those two words to free me

I would give you everything
My whole life
From this moment forward

I have three thing to tell you
I know with the rejection of each
You slice away
Each chamber of my heart
Leaving one
Which cannot function
Without the other

I want to hold onto you
Why must I negate my happiness
To conform to desires
Not my own
You have made her a promise
Not made to me
I cannot wait twenty more years
For you to be free


27th June, 2009.